English is weird. I feel like most words can mean whatever the he you want it to mean, as long as you have the right context.

Meanwhile in german there is a specific ass word that i have to spend a lot of time emptying my brain like eega beeva’s pockets until i find it. When i write by hand in german i leave spaces for those specific words, and fill them in when i remember them.

And my italian just sounds so pretentious that i have to constantly fight the urge to add swear words and other profanities to balance it out.