i wish, when i write, i could use a softer tone. I wish my words would be tender whispers that don’t startle you, i wish i could put a hand on your shoulder and look you in the eye and tell you that things are gonna be fine.

I wish my “hey, how are you"s could be read as sincere and tactful, rather than harsh, meaningless conversation starters. I rarely speak quietly, and what i say matters the most when I do. Because you need to listen carefully to hear me.

But written words are always so harsh, contrasting dark scratches on white, blinding paper. They can all be seen, nothing is left unheard, nothing can be erased.