i had a weird ass dream again.

It was like set in this alternative reality where it was always night and many things had this blue bioluminescense. Other details were different but the people were the same, except i did not know anything about how this world worked and stuff so i just faked being really dumb and clumsy. it made me very anxious.

One part of it consisted of me playing a version specific card game with other people. The game in question is scopone scientifico, that is usually blayed with 10 people, however we were 100, and this was an even more intense version where everyone had to play differenly according to a role given,(the roles where common things an animals in catholic imagery like cross, lion, book et al). Except i did not know about this version but everyone in the school knew so i just pretended to know it.

Another part was in the science lab where i kept doing dangerous stuff without getting it. At some point i toook off my glasses because i thought a lens had fallen out, but instead there was this perfectly round piece of hard gelly in where the lense was supposed to be, but it was suspended in these blue glowing cells that held it in place. I panicked cause i did not know what the fuck that was, or wether my glass were in fact broken. So i just picked up the cell tissue (it was gelatinous and stuck together) and put it in a petri dish. Time skip to the lab technician (wich was the female version of the one we have in real life) having put my glass cells in a jar (they had multiplied sice i took them out) and said “how many times do i need to tell you all NOT to leave these around” and again i just bullshitted about how distracted i was etc.

I wonder if i should take a closer look at my anxiety.